PLATOON COMMANDERS COUSE AND REGIMENTAL POLICE
OUDTSHOORN 1981-1982
Like everyone else
of my generation, I was called up for the first time at age 16 and then every
year for the years subsequent. Every call up I received was to Uppington in
June and I assumed that that was where I would end up. My father was Chairman
of one of the large mining houses and by any measure we were well-off. My
parents blessed me & my siblings with a wonderfully privileged upbringing
that exposed us to decency and the good things in life. We had trips overseas,
use of company airplanes and all the other trappings associated with a man in
my father’s position. The downside was that I was naïve about how most other
people lived and I was essentially unaware of how hard life is for so many.
I knew I was going
to Wits University after my matric year and by reason of laziness and lack of
exposure to the "real" world, I thought law would be an easy and fun
profession to choose. The choice was made even easier because I had obtained extremely
bad marks in math and so other professions were not really on the table. I
don’t believe that I am particularly smart, but for some reason without any
effort (aside from math) I was easily able to get the required university
exemption upon matriculation. I had never worked at all in my entire 12 years
at school and at the end of it was still rewarded with the all-important matric
exemption. I assumed, incorrectly, that the rest of life would go the same way.
My year at Wits was
a blast, with the (fairly) usual craziness of an 18 year old on his own and
without adult supervision for the first time. The subjects required for a first
year law student are not particularly taxing and I sailed through mid-years.
Thereafter, wild living really began taking its toll and through the remainder
of the year I was unable to meet the requisite d.p. (due performance)
obligations. Ergo, I was not allowed to write finals in two of my subjects. My
parents, quite rightly, decided that I would not be returning to university
until I had grown up. My father knew General Gleeson and he arranged for my
call up date to be shifted to January and to Potchefstroom.
I believe it was
the 4th of January that I was dropped off at Milner Park train
station where we were to be transported to 3 SAI. It was my first real exposure
to lives, manners and behaviors completely and shockingly alien from my
experiences or ken. I believe that for the first hour or so I just observed as
all notions of my life were dissipated. I was not upset or traumatized, but it
dawned on me immediately that my way of life was extremely rare and equally
consequential to me and that as soon as I was done with national service I
would be going back to university to obtain a degree of relevance and one which
would stand me in good stead for my life. The notion of being stuck (as many of
my new comrades evidently were) without hope and anticipation for the future
was abhorrent.
The train ride was
essentially uneventful and given my inherently introverted nature I spoke with
none of the boys around me. On arrival we were met by the predictable Bedford
and treated to the equally predictable "roofie ride". At the camp we
disembarked and immediately commenced being processed into the army. It became
evident that my paperwork was missing (probably as a result of my change of
call-up date & place) and I, together with five or six other boys, was
called aside & told to, "….wait over there…." This was the
commencement of days of being chased from here to there by various ranks none
of whom had any idea what to do with us. In the interim I formed some loose
friendships with the guys I was with. One guy in particular stands out, but I
cannot remember his name. He stood out for two reasons; firstly when discussing
politics of South Africa he said to me, "I’m not a racist, I’m a
classicist" which sounded rather nuanced to my ear and secondly, when we
went through getting our haircuts, I could not recognize him even though he was
standing right next to me. The only other thing of significance that I recall
on base was that the toilets got so overused because of all the "gypo
guts", that there was excrement lying on the floors. Some corporals
ordered some troops to go in & clean it up. I recall seeing guys in their
overalls sliding through the water & crap. Happily I was not one of those
chosen, for had I been ordered to go I would have refused, which no doubt would
have led to an inauspicious start to my military career.
When I went into
the army I had no idea about such things as rank nor the privileges and duties
that holding such could afford. Accordingly, when I was asked if I wanted to go
to Oudtshoorn I had no idea what to do. It was only when everyone around me
said that they were going that I decided I’d also go. Accordingly, I together with
what appeared to be half the unit was transported to a bunch of tents about 30
km’s West of Potchefstroom. The name of this collection of tents was Blougombos
(sp?).
We arrived in what
was a starkly beautiful place, typical of Africa and loved by all of those born
there. To the North were a series of "kopies", a copse of blue gum
trees in the center/west which housed the officer & NCO living quarters as
well as containing the kitchen and company headquarters. To the East was a
large donga (to become known as "die gat"). To the South were the
tents, each row designated a platoon, which housed us troops. In short order we
were introduced to our corporal whose name now eludes me, but who was an
Englishman. Our platoon commander was 2nd lieutenant Miller. These
were good men who trained us well and treated us with civility generally,
unlike our comrades in the platoons around us. I was in platoon 6 and I housed
in a tent together with a bunch of other Englishmen. I remember Terry who
became an RTU casualty, Derek Ellerbech who became my best friend and who was 2
subjects short of his B.Acc. The other names I don’t remember, but some of the
faces still linger. Platoon 5 to our immediate right had no platoon commander,
but had a p.f. corporal called Orton. He was a terror and his rough commands
and puerile comments were a constant reminder of how lucky we were. Strangely,
though he held his platoon in dread, no other person was treated to the
benevolent farewell that his troops gave him when we left for Oudtshoorn.
Life was tough, not
so much for anything physical, but rather because they never provided food
sufficient for the initially 800 troops who were there (at every meal only
about 600 people ate and the rest went hungry). Additionally, ablutions were
ridiculous…..go-cart lavatories and 20 second showers every 3rd or 4th
evening. At every meal, even after showering, we would line up for dinner and
then spend an hour doing laps "om die tente, om die storte en om die
gat". Red dust on us, our vark panne and everything else. We spent 8 weeks
here doing basics before a 2 day pass and the transfer to Oudtshoorn. By the
time we boarded trains for Oudsthoorn our company of 800 had been whittled down
to around 400 if I remember correctly. During the journey I got sick and was
hospitalized for x3 days in, I believe Middelburg, or some such place. Not
pleasant except for a young Afrikaans nurse who told me, "Jy praat
Afrikaans met a hoer aksent…" I was again struck how important education
is to life expectations and ultimately, quality of life.
I was put on a
train and sent on down to Oudtshoorn. The most difficult thing was that the
friendships I had made during those first eight weeks disappeared completely.
The adjustments required to recognize and accept where
you are and coping with the emotional and to a lesser extent the physical
challenges are made easier to deal with in the company of friends. I was dealt
into HQ or HK Company. My friend Derek Ellerbeck was also here, I found out
later, but in a different platoon. In those days, if you’d been to university
but not graduated you generally were in a CO company which is why Derek & I
were the only two from our original group. My platoon commander was a fine,
fine officer Lt. H.G. Klopper, a wonderful leader, officer and gentleman. Our
platoon sergeant was Cpl Dreyer and some other corporal whose name now eludes
me. Dreyer was a good corporal, but had little time for me as I was not a real
good runner….my best 2.4km time being around 11mins. Oudtshoorn is a strangely beautiful
place. Looking back, some of the most magnificent scenes I’ve ever witnessed
were in the cold and rain or the dusty heat of Oudtshoorn. Picturesque sunsets,
astounding early morning dawn breaks, the smell of feitjies (?)..All the
sensations are still with me, as is the training I received. We started off in
phase one doing J.L.’s (Junior leaders phase) which lasted about 6 weeks I
believe. Next was platoon weapons, again about 6 weeks. Through all phases we
were allocated "pinks" which were actually white sheets where our
assessments were recorded. I can’t remember exactly how we were assessed, but
certainly fitness, leadership and marksmanship were inter-alia on there. Every
month, Lt Klopper would go through our pinks & tell us where we were, what we
needed to improve and so forth. It was pleasing to see those little squares
moving up and getting better after each month.
As we began the
section leaders phase an issue which I had attempted to avoid thinking about,
started to emerge more strongly for me. Ever since I had first come into the
army it had fairly rapidly become entirely clear that my education really was
enormously important. Almost every experience in the army confirmed for me that
I needed to get a "math-centric" degree of some kind when I was done
with my national service. My father is an engineer, which seemed like an
option, but some kind of accounting degree appeared to me to be more manageable
and might provide a better general degree too. After my math collapse, this
appeared to be somewhat of a moot point. Clearly, my only option would be to
re-do matric math.
And so I began
considering my position. We were at that point, already in July or so, with
coin ops and platoon commanders phases still looming. Thereafter I would be
deployed to who knows where as a platoon commander in all probability for my 2nd
year. On the one hand, I considered how much I wanted to complete this course.
On the other hand, I did not think I’d be able to get done academically what I
needed to do while serving as a platoon commander. I spent the 1st
two weeks of section leaders distractedly digging trenches in a cold, wet
Karroo landscape, slowly coming to the realization of what I needed to do. I
felt I was entering a process of letting myself down, but worse, I was letting
Lt. Klopper down. He had encouraged and nurtured me; he had shown me patience
and decency since I had arrived in Oudtshoorn. I was so lucky to have him as my
platoon commander.
Then, one day,
while we were sitting in one of the training hutches, a staff sergeant came by
and said he was looking for R.P.’s (Regimental Police). I immediately said yes.
Evidently we would stay in Oudtshoorn and be given the option to work night
duties. This appeared, from an academic perspective, to be exactly what I
needed. Lt. Klopper said to me, "Sean, jy maak n groot vout…… "Within
12 hours the remorse started eating at me as I watched and heard the School
activities around me. At lunch time I sought out Lt. Klopper who told me he
knew this was going to happen, but that he thought he could get me back onto
the course. He spent the next couple of hours drafting letters and explanations
while I sat in the barracks. He told me that we would be meeting with the SO1
Opleiding the next day. The next day we went to see the SO2 major who would
review my "case". It became clear almost immediately that this major
(I can’t remember his name) would do everything he could to prevent me from
returning to the course. He had taped his own notes (on blue paper) over Lt.
Kloppers appeal and said this was what was prepared for the SO1 Opleiding (Kmdt
Basson, I believe). His questioning was aggressive and hard to fathom until he
suddenly asked me if my father was a communist. Of course I was flabbergasted.
It turned out that this major had some relationship with Arrie Paulus who was
both a white supremacist and the leader of the white N.U.M. (National Union of
Mineworkers). My father actively opposed him as Chairman of a mining house
where they believed a man’s skin color counted for nothing.
After that, I was
sent back to the R.P. training course and ultimately I became a corporal in the
R.P.’s in Oudtshoorn, where I completed my second year. I did though use the
time well and was able to teach myself the requisite math to be able to do any
course at Wits that I wanted. I ultimately graduated with an accounting degree.
In retrospect there is no doubt that I made the right decision. I have been
able to find work in various parts of the world and have successfully started
and maintained a company in the United States of America. I have a wonderful
life and family and everything is good….and yet….always there is Oudtshoorn and
the failure to complete the one year that should not be as important as it
feels.
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